The Alchemist and Indigo Children

Hey everyone!

I have been praying, meditating about finding the truth.  God has sent me in directions that have lead to this site...he's so clever.  This all started with experiences I have had with other worldly messages.  I call them angels.  I know that I've chosen this lifetime for a reason.  I have been "saved" many times by my spiritual friends.  When I was pregnant I was terrified that I was going to die - I hear that's pretty common, ancestral memories of times past and the high death rate of birth on both the mother and the child.  One night as I was nearing the delivery date, I had a vision.  I was standing in a dark but living space and a magnificent large gold-framed mirror was in front of me.  At first, I saw only my reflection, then I had the beautiful pleasure of seeing my guardian angel.  He was glowing a golden light with hair the color of a true golden brown.  His whole being seemed to ebb and flow light from within him.  He looked at me in the mirror, place his arm around my shoulders in a very loving and gentle way, and said firmly but lovingly, "You are not going to die."  We continued to look at each other until and calm and tranquility filled my being and then I woke up and he was gone.  I have had many similar experiences including physical being encounters where I was saved by a "stranger."  I have had visions of another world - more peaceful and beautiful - like a memory of what this world was or will become, and flown or transitioned from that dimension back to ours on the back of my angel.   I could feel the wings.  I could hear the sound they made as they worked their way through the wind currents.  There were doves that turned into these winged beings.  It was truly beautiful.  Sounds like an amazing dream, but when I awoke I didn't have the feeling of a dream.  I felt transposed.  I felt like I had been changed somehow. 

I truly feel blest that I have found this site.  I haven't seen many new postings, so I'm hoping the site hasn't been abandoned by you.  I really want to help and my Catholic upbringing has been shed to reveal what I truly feel is the truth.  I don't know where or how to start.  I would love to talk with someone about what I am going through spiritually and actually with my whole being.  If you are someone who is willing to help me, I would love to hear from you.  I want to be a guardian of light.  I know that the human race needs help with the transition, and I believe with all my heart, that I have been sent here to help. 

My son, who is such a joy and blessing, is an Indigo Child.  He marches to the beat of a different drummer.  He has had the same visions of his angels and spirits.  He is extremely intelligent -- in fact he wants to be a biomedical researcher in order to find/discover cures to heal cancer and many other dis-eases.  I believe he came to this world, kicking and screaming, to better mankind.  To help with the transition. As are all the Indigo and Crystal Children. 

Sorry about the looooong introduction!  Love to you all!

Peace. Light. Love,
Catsan813