What's Good.

I am here, to introduce myself, You do Not have to Read after this Point    .i am Alfred and i would like to say i am from the Bay Area California. And if i am not mistaken, this is the most diverse place on the planet, and i am saying this because if the message goes around here then it will reach all people with relatives in distant places and vise versa. I have found So much good in this Movement. I also feel like this is greatly needed in times like these. I have been searching for my roots for a while now even though i am young at the age of 19 i have been searching for as long as i can remeber. I have finallly began to find out one of my Grandfathers brother or Great Grandfathers brother was a Chief in El Salvador or area around their who had lost their land and tribe to gambling and alcohol.  I have become aware that being that i am from The San Francisco Bay Area, this was one of the last places Conquered by the Europeans. Truly the Wild West. I have also wondered as a young child, were have all the Natives gone, and What was Americas name, this land that so many foreniers call American , and what really makes people american. The tricks and illusions that have been fed to me through Movies, Games, Music, Books, Schools have lost so many of my brothers and sister of this world, This is what we would say in the Bay " Whats Happenin" when i say Whats Good it is a Greating like Hello. Or Hi. Because it is a posotive notion. to Greet with. so i say to you in the mirrors of my eyes Whats Good. the world has become a bad place. and i am not gona say the Bay is the worst place on the planet, because who is to say, and why does everyone Focus on the Negativity, We must began to Focus on the Posotiveness that is being emmited from our spirits, because were is a spirit located, is it in the place were my thoughts recide? the Eternal Foreverness. Connected to everything at once. What if in reaching a certain point. Materializm began to seperate as Smoke Does when A flame dissolves a paper into thin air. would My concious and spirit still remain. And by me. I of course mean, You and We like Me. We are one. would it matter.. and if we focused in this state were Mind is over Materialism we could rematerialize into anything our spirit desires. And if this is not the case. Imagine a cycle.. of a Great Global Warming, and then a Great Cooling from ice age to ice age. as the Poles Shift. If the stars come from Centuries past, Could we not see earth some were lost in space? are we not Projections from the Great projector of space. And we are the children of stars. We are stars, We are the Animals, the Rocks, The Earth , The Clouds, I am Another You, I am Another Conciousness, What is not Concious? Our Brains are electical, So could all our concentraded thoughts effect electrical things, like our Electro Magnetic field. And the Question How do we make the world concious. How do we bring this Idea of peace.. Some were i heard two things, A person will not want to learn if they are forced to, so make it seem like its nice to know, but you dont have to know. I also Read ' if you study to remeber you will forget, but if you study to understand you will remember. Were are all our thoughts gathered to in the end, how can we Remember everything to be remembered. I belive if it didnt happen it wasnt sapoused to. And if it did, it has a meaning to it. Nothing happens for no reason, Dr. Martin Luther King said All suffering is Redempted. IF you feel like their is nothing worth living for, if you feel theirs is no one their for you. We are here, the flowers trees rocks birds. If their was no point to this existance you would not have chose yourself to be born when you were born, you would not have chose this time, this body, this planet. If you knew the reasons y you were here. would you really do everything you were sapoused to, would Life have the same meaning, the same mystery, would you not get bored after knowing you created it all and knew exactly what was gona happen. So wouldnt you Forget on perpouse so you could be led to figure it our for your self out of couriosity.. again.. and again.. , hope, love, spirit. Feel the moment between your breaths. were your thoughts can Never exist. you are dead between your out breath and in breath. how is it you are still alive. If i was Alone. In Darkness. for eternity. as a Concious nothing. i would create everything out of my imagination. and i would make sure i was everywere at once, thats were you come in. What is a day. We are the ones who witnessed the last sun rise and sun set, we witnessed this sun rise and sun set, and we will continue to witness the Sun rise and Sun set, until the Sun has set its last set, and a new sun emerges from the eternal darkness of Consiousness. I would love for some one to give me a Nick Name. what is a nick. how about some one give me a name, i have often tried to name myself,  Loc, Raheem, Flaco, Cib, but i strongly belive that if i name myself it will never capture my true nature, i see my self as a Roughly Made Wolf from all that is Not Good. but who am i to say. If an elder would give me the pleasure of naming me in Mayan, or something in Pipil indian which i am almost certain is the tribe i belong to . in Central america, i would feel i have found myself, if anyone who reads this could give me a suggestion. I would Apreaciate it as well. We are the Frequencies of Exisitance Existing now were our eternal breaths reside. the colors of the Visible, hearable, touchable, tasteable, smellable rainbow. from  ultra violets to infrareds. like buzz lightyear said. To Infinity and beyond. that is were you find me. Lost in our creation. When did we stop creating. Why? did we think we knew everything for a moment? i thought i knew it all. when i realized i didnt, i began my search. Like my brother said. "ever sense i was little i always thought i had a bigger perpose in this life", i said, "bro we would not be here if we have no perpose." and as this moth in my room dances around the light i wonder how it can give me so much more than just a vision.  A dream i always wake up too. the Fith Dimention, is The Thought process. the Fourth dimention is time. the third dimension is material. the 2nd dimention is vision. the 1st dimention is existance. if i study to remeber, i never will. if we try to understand, our memories will become clear. do you remeber me. you obviously do. if you are reading this. and i am able to right this. or i would not exsist. I do rap, I make Beats to rap on, i Have not publicly put a song out there yet, because i have no audience, soon i will begin to slowly introduce my self again. and again , and if you find me here, will you tell me your thoughts, negative or positive all commentery will help me grow. I am not here to instill fear, i am not here to do nothing, i am not here to save anyone. i am just here. and i would love to know my words have changed another life, people say i am wise, but i do not see it. i am not diffrent from all of you. and if you did not know that. i am gona let you know. you are as good as me, if not You are better.

For now i am Tolom Utiw,
  the Red Electric Moon. the Roughly made wolf. from the West, House of transformation, May wisdom be transformed into right action so we may do what must be done. All hail the harmony of Mind and Nature.